today is september 11th
do you ever have something (within your personality) that's been turned on so long, you actually can't turn it off, and in fact as time goes on, the knob that controls it (if anything does) seems to be slowly cranking it louder and louder, to a deafening volume... that's how i kind of have been feeling lately.
powerless to just stop myself from being me, and doing and saying exactly what i feel like in the moments that they happen.
i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing, so i'm just sort of trying to ride it out.
god, could i be any cheesier.
school has me so psyched right now. last year i felt as though i was totally drowning. and this year even though it's only day 2, i just feel SO excited. i've never felt this way before about school. i just feel so thirsty to know everything i can, that's going to make me able to better express myself and create everything i want to create. such a good feeling.
nick had his art show, friday night, oh wow, it was so awesome. his art just keeps getting better and better, and i'm really proud of him. and as usual, my photos do no justice to anyones artwork, but nevertheless i'm posting them. the show is still on at LE GALLERY you should go (dundas, just west of ossington).
in keeping with my proudness post, i'm also really proud of my friend andrew. i should never have doubted his musical talent, his band DAWN OF HUMANS was really good, when i saw them like a week or so ago. really awesome. in fact, i'm also proud of my other friend nick! haha! so much pride! he's been making remixes of songs, and they are REALLY GOOD! oh and i'm so happy that laura moved in. i fucking love her. i wasn't sure if i could live with a good friend again after attempting and miserably failing with that not so long ago, but it's going really well, and i'm just yeah... happy. hey guys, whats going on? do i sound like i'm on ecstacy??? jesus. i'm just a lot happier these days, than i have been in a really long time.
i get my new computer tomorrow or thursday i think (depends on my student discount situation... man do i want that free ipod)
so here's nick's show (the paintings are his)
the sculptures are julie moons. i especially liked these first 2. they reminded me of jessica rabbit lips, and anything roger rabbit is fuckin sweet.
this was from our sushi-warming. it wasn't a party, although at one point we had quite a few people, it was all really good people. some people i would've liked to have over couldn't come, but all in all, it was pretty much my favourite people. it also renewed my faith, that not everyone is concerned with going to stuff with the most currently cool djs, where they're going to get photographed, or how much free coke they can score. i'm surrounded by good people... i know i made an ass of myself that night, but i know that no one that was there gives a shit, and loves me for it.
i also got to hang out with people i haven't hung out with in a really long time, like ronny and colin.
besides our sushi, which was saved by frank's genius sushi knowledge (... and pretty much all made by frank, i was totally useless, oh frank, thank you thank you) and edgar generously has given us his rice-cooker, sam made some SO GOOD dips aaargggh *dribble* and naomi brought some good cupcakes.
as per usual i got too drunk to keep taking photos, but i kind of ruined my camera by submerging it in smuggled wine on friday anyway... no more zoom function... i might go take it in to get fixed if i can... such an idiot.
unfortunately rachel wu will murder me if i post her hot upskirt photo... so you guys are missing out
i went to the beaver last night, because paul julien was djing, i ran into him a short while ago, and i really wanted to hang out with him. he played old-timey awesome stuff, that you don't ever hear in toronto. he's moving to BC with a girl he fell in love with a couple weeks ago. i'm really in awe and kind of jealous that he lives his life like that, he has since i've met him. just really passionately, i guess in a way i'm kind of unpredictable and spontaneous, but not with matters of the heart, i protect it like a crown jewel or some shit. but even if i didn't, there hasn't been anyone really that's even come close to inspiring me just to pack up my shit and leave town, and i hope i experience that before i'm too old to really enjoy it (but not til i'm done school... haha).
well guys now party-time summers over, and it's time to calm down, i better find a boyfriend to quell my raging libido during those long cold homework nights (just kidding... heh... not really)
powerless to just stop myself from being me, and doing and saying exactly what i feel like in the moments that they happen.
i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing, so i'm just sort of trying to ride it out.
god, could i be any cheesier.
school has me so psyched right now. last year i felt as though i was totally drowning. and this year even though it's only day 2, i just feel SO excited. i've never felt this way before about school. i just feel so thirsty to know everything i can, that's going to make me able to better express myself and create everything i want to create. such a good feeling.
nick had his art show, friday night, oh wow, it was so awesome. his art just keeps getting better and better, and i'm really proud of him. and as usual, my photos do no justice to anyones artwork, but nevertheless i'm posting them. the show is still on at LE GALLERY you should go (dundas, just west of ossington).
in keeping with my proudness post, i'm also really proud of my friend andrew. i should never have doubted his musical talent, his band DAWN OF HUMANS was really good, when i saw them like a week or so ago. really awesome. in fact, i'm also proud of my other friend nick! haha! so much pride! he's been making remixes of songs, and they are REALLY GOOD! oh and i'm so happy that laura moved in. i fucking love her. i wasn't sure if i could live with a good friend again after attempting and miserably failing with that not so long ago, but it's going really well, and i'm just yeah... happy. hey guys, whats going on? do i sound like i'm on ecstacy??? jesus. i'm just a lot happier these days, than i have been in a really long time.
i get my new computer tomorrow or thursday i think (depends on my student discount situation... man do i want that free ipod)
so here's nick's show (the paintings are his)
the sculptures are julie moons. i especially liked these first 2. they reminded me of jessica rabbit lips, and anything roger rabbit is fuckin sweet.
this was from our sushi-warming. it wasn't a party, although at one point we had quite a few people, it was all really good people. some people i would've liked to have over couldn't come, but all in all, it was pretty much my favourite people. it also renewed my faith, that not everyone is concerned with going to stuff with the most currently cool djs, where they're going to get photographed, or how much free coke they can score. i'm surrounded by good people... i know i made an ass of myself that night, but i know that no one that was there gives a shit, and loves me for it.
i also got to hang out with people i haven't hung out with in a really long time, like ronny and colin.
besides our sushi, which was saved by frank's genius sushi knowledge (... and pretty much all made by frank, i was totally useless, oh frank, thank you thank you) and edgar generously has given us his rice-cooker, sam made some SO GOOD dips aaargggh *dribble* and naomi brought some good cupcakes.
as per usual i got too drunk to keep taking photos, but i kind of ruined my camera by submerging it in smuggled wine on friday anyway... no more zoom function... i might go take it in to get fixed if i can... such an idiot.
unfortunately rachel wu will murder me if i post her hot upskirt photo... so you guys are missing out
i went to the beaver last night, because paul julien was djing, i ran into him a short while ago, and i really wanted to hang out with him. he played old-timey awesome stuff, that you don't ever hear in toronto. he's moving to BC with a girl he fell in love with a couple weeks ago. i'm really in awe and kind of jealous that he lives his life like that, he has since i've met him. just really passionately, i guess in a way i'm kind of unpredictable and spontaneous, but not with matters of the heart, i protect it like a crown jewel or some shit. but even if i didn't, there hasn't been anyone really that's even come close to inspiring me just to pack up my shit and leave town, and i hope i experience that before i'm too old to really enjoy it (but not til i'm done school... haha).
well guys now party-time summers over, and it's time to calm down, i better find a boyfriend to quell my raging libido during those long cold homework nights (just kidding... heh... not really)
posted by Larissa Thomas at 10:10 AM
3 Comments:
you are too friggin cute. You can totally tell you're a happier person in this post! So much positive! I love it!
I'm so sad that you're not in my class anymmore...I miss you!:( I hope we have cartooning together, that'd rule.
I'm also sad I didn't get to make the sushi fun, bloody work. Now only one shift a week, hopefully that'll work better!
Anyway, just catching up cos i miss yas!
xxxx
hey becca
the link to your blog doesn't work
what could you be hiding on there
nude photos i hope
you know it lady. I haven't used it in about 2 years, or whenever I first bloody moved here. It was all embarassing tales for my parents to read about what I was doing. Thank god its gone. Who knows why!
Plus hundreds of filthy photos.
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